I can now pinpoint the emotions I'm feeling as fear. But really, it's ridiculous fear. My life has to move, I can't stay in an almost childlike wonder forever, but still, I long for a bit more time. I love the life I've built for myself and growing up feels like building that all again. I didn't realize how fast a bud becomes a rose until I saw a change in myself; through a mirror hair longer and skin clearer I'm seeing someone entirely different. I can look at moments in retrospect and see how I've grown. I feel as if I am a butterfly bursting from hiding. However this new world in front of me that beckons me, terrifies me just the same.
That's life I guess, balancing fear of the unknown with the vigor to do so.
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