Why are you so interested in who I'm going to see at night? Nighttime is my time.

     I don't get angry, but right now I feel full of rage. I feel betrayed, and maybe it is my fault or maybe I did nothing. I don't know how to feel. I want to look at eyes that care about what I have to say, not ones that seem so cold to me. I hate looking at people who clearly have something burning inside, but instead hide it behind cold eyes. Am I a joke? Am I just something to disregard like it's nothing?

    I want to be understanding, I want to just not care. However, I can't help but to care about someone I've put so much time into. Someone who I care about, just to be thrown aside for distance. Maybe I'm stupid and I don't understand anything, and maybe my blind anger is making me emotional, but I really don't know how to feel.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”