“For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people's faces.”

    

 I finally have a purpose again. I finally have a goal, I finally feel complete. I actually want to do something with my life, and I've never had that! I'm going to get into art school if It fucking kills me, I will be an artist. It's been my passion my entire life, I need to do this. Anyways, life has been getting easier (I mean as much as i can be). Mentally it's never easy but socially and I guess aspiration wise, it's getting easy.

    every day I still hope for some connection, people like me and all but i want something real. Completely and utterly real. Sounds vain, but really anyone I want I could get, but no one has given me those fireworks I long for. Maybe one day, but for now I'll wait for the fourth of July. It'll come soon, I know for certain.

        “Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.”
― Plato 

 

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