Loving you is an illness I'm unwilling to be cured of.

 

    I hate feeling stupid and love makes me dumber than a bag of hammers. But I can't help but letting myself be stupid. I love this feeling even if being dumb and stupid is my least favorite thing.

    I want this feeling to last forever and I know it will. I care about my sparrow more than anyone realizes and maybe more than he realizes. I just hope he feels the same for me, even if we grow old and stupid. He's going to be mine forever and I'll make sure of it. 

    God, I sound like a moron. I hate when I'm in one of those gushing moods, it makes me act dumb. 

I want to be able to use this blog more, I forget about it a lot, but it's kind of nice to put all my brain mush somewhere, or I gotta start doing my voice notes again. I don't know, 'm a teenager with too many thoughts.

“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche